I'm looking for a Ruby header from the finale. Mine needs to be updated from Sin City. Actually any Ruby one past that episode would be nice, but I can't find any on spn_ruby that I like. HELPPPPPPP.

Also? Tonight while on the phone with Maj I realized that on Monday I'm officially back in school and have my first class and I have no school supplies! WOOPS. Good thing I remembered that now.

I miss Supernatural. I keep thinking that tomorrow is Thursday. Don't ask me why.

Today is the day, what I know I've been waiting/dreading when this whole deal storyline came around just almost exactly a year ago. I say dreading because I'm not gonna lie. I know that tonights episode is probably going to make me cry and make me really upset. Its probably gonna be like when I saw Devils Trap or All Hell Part 1 for the first time, where when it ended my mouth was literally hanging open and I was just staring at the TV like "That's all I get?"

Although this time, yeah. There'll prolly be more crying. I just...yeah. I said this on Winchester Radio last week, but I just do not cry over TV shows and movies and such. Books sometimes, but still, not too often at all. The OTH school shooting episode made me cry. But other than that, I think Supernatural is the only show thats gotten so much emotion out of me. I don't know how they do it, but when their characters are going through something really bad, I really feel it.

Needless to say, this week podcast should be quite interesting. I have a feeling me and Clarity may just end up going back and forth a lot of the time about how much we love Sam and Dean because Supernatural can make you feel that way often.

God I hope today goes by fast. But I don't think it will. I only work til 12 today and I might go to the mall with my sister (if her car isn't being weird) so thats a little bit time. BUT THEN the whole afternoon will be just open. My roommate won't get home til like 730 or something so anyone who has suggestions of a way to occupy myself till then? Let me know.

P.S. I don't know if anyone on my flist watches Smallville beyond "Hey this show is weird and kinda bad, but its on before Supernatural and I'm bored so I'll watch it" but Allison Mack aka Chloe aka a lot of the reason why people watch that show still is coming back next year.

So. Supernatural is back on Thursday and that makes me so FUCKING HAPPY THANK YOU TV GODS!!!

Winchester Radio did a two and a half hour podcast (no lie there) yesterday just speculating about Deans deal, Bela, Ruby, Bobby, everything, including what music we want to be the montage. So if you wanna listen, go ahead! P.S. if you do, sorry for my coughing. If only I had the power to make that stop.

Also? So everyone who reads this knows that one week ago, I was in Green Bay for my last Hanson concert, 4 in all. It makes me hella sad still that its over, but what can you do, right? Anyways, so last night they had a show in Royal Oaks. Dunno what state that is, but I'm thinking more east. They were delayed getting on the stage because there was someone with a bullet in the front row. Woah. Scary. But this is the part that makes my heart happy, besides that they found the person who was a cop off duty and no one got hurt. Hanson leaves messages for their fans if you're part of their fan club- which like 90% of their fans are. Its called the "From Us to You" section. A lot of it is video of them being silly on the road and random moments. This one said how they thought that Hanson fans would protect them. As they put it, they would never want to be on the wrong end of an angry Hanson fan. They are right there. I'll argue with anyone over them and defend them to the ends of the earth and I know that the 3 shows I was in 2nd row, if someone was trying to hurt them, everyone up there would have taken them down together.

But to have them go on stage and for half the show not know if someone is gonna hurt them and just completely trust their fans that they'll stop whoever it is? That is some amazing trust and faith. They do things like this and it is really really easy for me to explain why I love them so much.

I have off of work tomorrow so I'm hella excited. Now, if only it was a NORMAL FRIGGIN THURSDAY and Supernatural was actually around. New sides were actaully released tonight and they seriously were about 3 pages long. I didn't read them, I gots connections, yo. But they give nothing away about the episode. They're actually pretty funny to me.

Since when has Zac Efron been so incredibly gay? I just saw a pic of him at Andies journal and HOLY FUCK ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY. Okay, yeah it is funny.

Jared isn't gonna be at Eyecon til Sunday and really, I am so not mad. I'm not going but Winchester Radio is going to be there in the form of the other 2 hosts besides me, so we may have interviews with some people there or it might just be me listening to them tell me what the Con is like. He's filming Supernatural though. I dare anyone to be mad at him for that.

But! I'm so excited for Jim Beavers talk on Saturday. I am so incredibly biased towards him now hahahahaha.

Today at work I burned myself and some of the goddamn skin came off.

So mariaalejandra myself and Clarity who I wish had a LJ just did a podcast for Winchester Radio this week. The general idea of the podcast was to discuss Bloody Mary, but I'll be honest with you here. There was not a whole helluva lot of talk about that episode. It started off that way and then me and Clarity ended up veering way off topic a lot of the time.

Either way, its another 2 hours of blabbering about Supernatural and all involved so go have at it if you want to.

Also my awesome guy friend the2ndevil also known as Last Time Lord on TWOP has a podcast for the TV show he's doing on ITunes. I really liked it. Its meant to be a kids TV show but I already told him I'm gonna fangirl it since he's one of the main writers on it and its fun that way.

Any-way he wanted me to post about it on here and see if anyone is interested in watching the intro podcast videos he has about the show to see whose interested. Interested? Let me know!

Hmm..what else. There's 11 inches of snow from yesterday. Some of it has melted, but then its supposed to snow again this week. Dammit.

Last nights was beyond awesome. So much action. I think I had a heartattack for about an hour. I know theres some spoilerphobes on my fabulous flist, but really, there was nothing about this ep that us spoiler readers knew. The clips were in the first 10 minutes of the episode and we knew about the whole killing Nancy idea, but really, they weren't obviously going to do that. But the big stuff, Lilith, their final plan, Hendricksens scenes and Hendricksen and Dean fighting back to back and yeah. This is why I really love this show even moreso, that yes there are spoilers but not everything. They are really good at finales- I remember that there was jack shit for All Hell Part 2 last year. All we knew was in the promo and interviews, which just told us Ellen was there and there was a graveyard.

But the biggest "I told you so" ever? Their ratings. Supernatural had no lead in, no Smallville and got their best ratings of the year pretty much. They got 3.22 million for Jus in Bello and Nightshifter had 2.57 million, which is higher than most of the new episodes of Reaper and Gossip Girl. But 3.22 million is so AWESOME. The only episode that got higher was The Kids are Alright at 3.24 million. I have this picture in my head of Kripke jumping around like a fun little kid calling the network going "HAH!" because even though they never promoted it, it still kicked so much ass.

This is the best day in the entire world in the history of forever.